My father told me I can not come back to his house. To most people this would sound bad, but I am so relieved. I have been waiting 10 years to hear that. My father has not treated me like a man ever. He treated me more like a little girl my entire life. I am a grown man. I have a full beard goddamnit! He has always been that way. I feel oddly liberated. I am moving to Texas. My uncle got me a decent job over there. Well, its better than any of the jobs that I have had in NY. Its not the greatest, but I have like 15 hours overtime a week so that’s good. Most people would be bummed about that, but I need to make that money. I have been slacking off for too long. I need to be an actual grown ass man.

It seems that yet again I must leave my beloved.

I have once again been punished for taking her for granted.

I have to go to a distant place,

I will have to work my way back to her,

For as it stands I am not worthy to be in her.

I will work hard and be better,

for when I return I hope to once again be worthy of her embrace.

I was just sitting around in the library, and I overheard these 15-16 year olds talking about having warrants out for their arrest and immediately after talking about Yu-Gi-Oh cards and then going out to smoke. WTF is going on? they were also talking about beating the shit out of some kids. and then they proceeded to duh duh duh DUEL!

Update: The police came and took the kids out of the library. 

I was just looking for books to read through the weeks picks on weirdthings.com and I came to 1Q84. I then remembered that Game of Thrones is a book series (duh) 

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I’ve been patching up my computer for a couple of years now, but it seems to have finally given up on me. I have no money for a new one. I’m gonna try some frankenstein shit on it over the weekend ans see how it goes.

Andy Puddicombe: All it takes is 10 mindful minutes (by TEDtalksDirector)

I need this. Meditation. He says people spend about 47% of the time lost in thought. That means you are not present, and you are not really experiencing or enjoying life. I spend what seems like 90% of the time lost in thought, even when I am talking to people and I am figuring out that it is the source of my unhappiness.

I hate that when I tell people about something I am working on or doing, I no longer want to do that particular thing or pursue it.

Does this happen to any of you?

Haruki Murakami (via zerostigma)

This singular thought haunts my mind every single day of my life ever since I can remember.

(Source: lunaraurora)

you say “that’s what she said” to things you say to yourself. I was just drinking tea and I said “oh that feels so good in my throat” and immediately after “that’s what she said”. Yeah

possibilityofmagic:

hey guys, watch this trailer and you will know why you need to watch the x files.

I think if I had to pick a favorite show of all time, it might just be the X-Files. This video just brought back so many memories. I hardly ever missed it on Sunday nights. It made me curious about things, want to find out more about what is out there in the world. It at least partially fostered my love of learning about… well everything.

psych-facts:

Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you. - Carl Jung

yeah… :/

You guys! I finally have my power back on. Six days, SIX DAYS with no power or internet or anything. To me it was like the world ended. I feel like I have a lot of catching up to do. Thanks for the messages checking to see if I was okay cause of Sandy. I have power…

renevannes:

ReBeLiOn (No le pegue a la negra) - Joe Arroyo (by bandida27)

Like this song. It made me cry just now. I should just go eat something.

I wanna redo this video, but make it like an actual short movie that shows the story that is being told in the song.